I started taking the Be Calm, Be Happy class with Plum Village UK this week. In the first class we received some input on walking meditation.
I have tried this before but realise after some instruction that I have been going way to fast!
Yesterday morning, like a good student, I set off to a local park to practice. This park is small and has a long loop of winding path perfect for some mindful steps. It was strange to be there with other people, children on their way to school, early morning dog walkers. I felt a bit self conscious (mindful moment!).
I worked with trying to time my steps to my breath. The minute I thought about breathing it seemed very slow, my steps too, were therefore very slow. In the class I had noticed that once I thought about walking, once I focused on it in a conscious way, my steps became very unsteady, I was unbalanced and wobbly, like a toddler. It seems that when I walk to get somewhere momentum carries me without the wobble. When I think about my steps, though,the whole process becomes much more complex.
Of course sometimes I would begin to think, wondering if people were wondering what I was doing, thankful that Simon had come with me so I didn’t feel like a complete loon…then I would catch myself and return to the breath. In, out, left foot, right foot.
Time slowed down and it felt like I had, on some level, been walking forever. I walked in the drizzly, cold morning, noticing the bird song, and gradually enjoying the process, the steady flow of breath, step, breath, step. There was a gentle rhythm that felt soothing.
I had to slow right down. And take very small steps.
Which feels like a metaphor for life.
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I love my early morning walks, there is a favorite park I go to that has some wonderful walking trails. I noticed too if I concentrate too much on my steps I go off kilter, the same if I try to focus on my breathing. So I learned to just walk, listen to the birds singing, the trees rustling and just be.